teenage hormones have entered the chat

am i watching too many rom-coms?

maybe but my teenage hormones have finally kicked in.

i don't know why but everyone has a freaking boyfriend or girlfriend! and i'm not kidding when i say 'everyone' like a 10 year old has more exes than i do.

and i don't know if me not having one is bad or good and that's the hardest part. maybe i do want one but do i? damn this is hard. 

when i was small, i never wanted to get married(not that i do now...i think) but maybe getting married isn't the worst thing ever, no wait erase that i'm gonna stay single.

see? that's how confused i am

when people around me are dating so much, it makes me wonder am i missing out?

but i kinda feel like hanging out with guys is much better than girls because i'm sick of 'em man. constantly talking about instagram, some stupid anime crush they have, k-dramas and i don't know, makeup?

look sometimes i don't even feel like a girl(why am i not suprised) my mom always calls me Aditya and i think because of hanging around with so many girls i'm starting to despise them. A LOT.

i don't even know where i'm going with this. i just am.

god i love typing

okay going off-topic...so after all this overthinking, have i figured it out? nope. but for now, i'm declaring it: SINGLE FOR LIFE(until further notice)

check back in a month when i've inevitably changed my mind.