Episode one: NOT MY BEST IDEA

 AHHHHHH.

I have over 20 drafts on this blog and all of them just keep getting crazier.

When you feel like trying something new, why does the world just keep pushing you down?

You know, John Green once said- "I'm on a rollercoaster that only goes up, my friend". 

I think that really sticks with me whenever I'm stuck in something.

Right now, it's about a boy. Yeah, I never thought that I would be stuck on a guy. But fuck yeah. It happened.

I'm not here because you know I want to express my undying love for him. No way. The thing is, boys don't really notice me iykyk and when this one person did, it was like my heart shattered into a million pieces. Okay, too intense.

Anyway, it's not like I've dated anybody before so I don't know what I do in this kind of situation. *confused emoji*

But I'm in a kind of smiling in pain phase right now, so I'll stick to just obsessing over him:)

Kind of a hobby now..

Okay too much information.

PEACE OUT